不是我爱打华文字，只是内心的感觉比较舒服用华文述说罢了。拿过第一名，也拿过最后一名，现在我该学习的，应该是拿得起放得下。坦白说，那些从小学开始就跟我同班的朋友一定知道以前我的成绩是烂透顶了。虽不至于要妈妈气得把我踢出家门口，但任何人看我的成绩册时，一定看着我直摇头，暗地里说我是一个没希望、没前途的孩子。那时的我可管他啦，看我的戏完我的电脑游戏布之多爽快！
然而，六年级那年因某些事情，我开始用功读书，成绩好得连父母都认为我吃错药。终于在UPSR里获得全科A的时候，亲戚朋友更以为我有神经病，简直大跌眼镜。这几年来，不用说，我的成绩可说是名列前茅，谁也不曾对我的学业感到操心。说到这里，现在若任何人在学校里提起我的名字时，第一个印象一定是爱看书且成绩一流的书虫。对于这个评价，我并没有什么可以反驳，毕竟这四年来我的确非常认真看待我在学术方面的表现。然而，有一件事仍是没有任何一个人能看穿的，那就是我并不爱读书。我承认我非常努力读书，但说实话我不曾爱学校里的课本。
那么一定又有人会问说：“那么你为什么每天爱拿着书本读书？” 我读书，终极目的不是要装聪明，更不是要抢什么班上第一名，而是要得到肯定。以前别人曾因成绩超烂而不断责骂我，认为我是一个废材，生出来只会乱花父母的钱，而我现在仍记得他们狗眼看人低的眼神。那对我来说，是多么大的一个耻辱和创伤。。。终于，我做到了，算是“赢”了，但没走过这条路的人肯定不知道一个人要成功，付出的代价真的很大。拿到第一名，固然开心，但有时候我会问自己：“这真的是你想要的吗？”
我的学习过程并没有像我其他聪明的同学一样那么悲惨。就为了争那么一口气，他们宁愿牺牲了自己爱看的偶像剧，拒绝所有的约会，也要自己躲在房间里读死书。我说这是何苦呢？读书固然重要，但生活不是更重要吗？你说我只要用功读书十年，以后日子便可过得较轻松。我说你放屁。人生有多少个十年？你能够保证今天你在房间里闷个十小时，放弃你与家人谈天的时刻，而明天你不会遭遇车祸当场身亡？你觉得对你朋友与家人谈天是浪费你读书时间的事，那么对一个非生物“谈天”十个小时就不是白痴才会做的事情吗？你终于无言以对。别走火入魔了，为了那一点点的荣耀而把自己封锁，搞得以后连朋友懒得理你敷衍了事的对话，那值得吗？？
在这里所说的每一句话，你可能会怀疑它的真实性，毕竟“马丽盈爱读书”的想法早已传遍千里。你不必相信，这只是我对知音人的述说罢了，但有件事你需要明了：读书不是生命的全部。失败了，再爬起来；成功的，永远记得你流过的汗水与努力。然而，千万不要将得失当成决定你生命的指南针，因为常常计较输赢，一心只想要赢过别人的人，到头来一定无法突破自己，结果输得更惨。这次的考试，我定当尽力抢分，但我决不让它影响我的心情。那一个比我拇指还小的数字，你还没有能力改变我的全部。
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Monday, October 19, 2009
Holiday fun!
Heyy! I'm back from Cameron Highlands! Went there using the old route,it was very curvy but interesting because i am not the driver! Anyway,check in the apartment first before waiting for the others to come...On the way to Cameron,we went to Cameron Valley! It was actually some tea BHARAT plantations and the scenery was very nice! 
Later,we went to the BIG RED STRAWBERRY FARM...the whole area is super big and really fantastic...they plant various kinds of vegetables,tomatoes,flowers,cactus and strawberry...oooo! i ate FRIED STRAWBERRY ICE CREAM there! Its milk shake is very nice too!
It rained that night and it was really really really cold....ate steamboat =)
Tom Yam +Egg=perfect! Slept at 1.30am....the next day...they came! My grandmother is sooo pro,she didn't even wear any sweater for the whole day and all the youngsters were actually shivering...ZZZ...maybe she has less cold receptors =)
Went to the Cactus Point,BOH tea factory and more....OO!! i need to tell you that everything in Cameron is mainly all about straberries! Went to pasar malam three times and all i saw were sweet fresh strawberries, strawberry umbrella,soap,jam,slippers,clock,souvenirs,headrest...and even TOILET PAPER!! OMG....strawberry is actually too cheap in Cameron...keep buying and eating non-stop =)
Anyway,lazy to write too much about Cameron because my mind was actually disturbed by the cold weather there...After coming back from Cameron in the afternoon,i went to Ning's bbq party at night! My mum said that i was crazy for i am not tired at all! Zi Yi brought his guitar and Wei Khai was dancing and jumping the whole night! Ate lots of food there and had lots of fun! Thanks Ning!
Later,we went to the BIG RED STRAWBERRY FARM...the whole area is super big and really fantastic...they plant various kinds of vegetables,tomatoes,flowers,cactus and strawberry...oooo! i ate FRIED STRAWBERRY ICE CREAM there! Its milk shake is very nice too!
It rained that night and it was really really really cold....ate steamboat =)
Tom Yam +Egg=perfect! Slept at 1.30am....the next day...they came! My grandmother is sooo pro,she didn't even wear any sweater for the whole day and all the youngsters were actually shivering...ZZZ...maybe she has less cold receptors =)
Went to the Cactus Point,BOH tea factory and more....OO!! i need to tell you that everything in Cameron is mainly all about straberries! Went to pasar malam three times and all i saw were sweet fresh strawberries, strawberry umbrella,soap,jam,slippers,clock,souvenirs,headrest...and even TOILET PAPER!! OMG....strawberry is actually too cheap in Cameron...keep buying and eating non-stop =)
Anyway,lazy to write too much about Cameron because my mind was actually disturbed by the cold weather there...After coming back from Cameron in the afternoon,i went to Ning's bbq party at night! My mum said that i was crazy for i am not tired at all! Zi Yi brought his guitar and Wei Khai was dancing and jumping the whole night! Ate lots of food there and had lots of fun! Thanks Ning!
Thursday, October 15, 2009
I'm back!
HURRAYYY!!!!!! finally exam is over...have been waiting for this day for a very long time. I didn't really can concentrate for the last Physics paper 1, and i was thinking of what to do during the hols! Honestly,i din't try my best for this exam,even though it is the FINAL exam...just too lazy to study sometimes =)
Sorry for not updating my blog for quite a long time...almost a month because need to study for this stupid exam...by the way,i am so happy now!!! Just now in school everyone thought that i am crazy because i kept talking and shouting non-stop. Haiz...really pressured for the past 10 days,couldn't really smile happily >.< anyway,everything is over now! My dear bear is an old woman now!! she is going to blow off 60 candles tonight!!
Sorry for not updating my blog for quite a long time...almost a month because need to study for this stupid exam...by the way,i am so happy now!!! Just now in school everyone thought that i am crazy because i kept talking and shouting non-stop. Haiz...really pressured for the past 10 days,couldn't really smile happily >.< anyway,everything is over now! My dear bear is an old woman now!! she is going to blow off 60 candles tonight!!
HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY to
ALLIYZA ESTHER LIM QIN SHI
hope that you will have a fat face forever
and
be yourself!
PS: i will go for an outing with my family for a few days,if you have anything important to discuss with me,please call my phone!
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Deep Appreciation
Thanks to all my classmates and friends that wished me happy birthday today. Special thanks to Alliyza,Zhi San,Wee Nie,Esther,Nat,Ning,Li Liang,Kin Yen,Jia Jun,Yap Mun Kit,Wong Mun Kitt,Wei Khai,Zi Yi ,Wei Jim,Shin Ying and Khai Jett for all the wishes,preparations and gifts. It was really suprising to receive so many presents from all of you =).
It was actually like that. Wei Khai first told me that i must come to school tomorrow(today).Then,this morning i was quite busy taking care of the class jagaan thingii and almost forgot that tomorrow is my bday until Yappi,Zhi Wey,Naomi and Emily came to wish me. Thank you again =). Then...
When it is Bio period,so many people gather in front of my table. I thought they were preparing to walk out from the door and go to Bio lab,but they started singing: Happy Birthday to......
??? Ah...some guilty friends popped out to give me presents with a cunning smile on their faces. Zhi San...your acting skill has improved a lot over the pass few days o...
Anyway,thank you to all of you and hope that tomorrow is a better day!
It was actually like that. Wei Khai first told me that i must come to school tomorrow(today).Then,this morning i was quite busy taking care of the class jagaan thingii and almost forgot that tomorrow is my bday until Yappi,Zhi Wey,Naomi and Emily came to wish me. Thank you again =). Then...
When it is Bio period,so many people gather in front of my table. I thought they were preparing to walk out from the door and go to Bio lab,but they started singing: Happy Birthday to......
??? Ah...some guilty friends popped out to give me presents with a cunning smile on their faces. Zhi San...your acting skill has improved a lot over the pass few days o...
Anyway,thank you to all of you and hope that tomorrow is a better day!
Friday, September 11, 2009
Nearer and nearer...
haha...time flies..it is getting nearer to that day...HUH! take a deep breath...one,two,three..
Okay,just a short intro about my great examiner.According to my teacher,he was the artistic director of RAD Royal Academy of Dance) and he is a guy.LOL...that's not a big problem. But he is definitely very famous and is quite fussy about expression and musicality.
Found this in the net:
I have heard differing rumours about Jon Byrne...the most recent of which was that he was chastised by the RAD for marking too hard and failing 80% of one exam season in Brisbane...I tend to agree with the rumour as my brother who is fantastic did his Adv 1 under him and only got 59%. (and he's a boy!!!!!!!)
Sorry to say but you might have a hard time with John Byrne...nothing on the grapevine ab
I had also heard that John Byrne was a really hard marker. However a couple of years ago some girls from my studio had him for an examiner (I did my exam in a different session so didn't have him) and got really good marks. And these weren't phenominal dancers- they were good but not amazingly so.
john byrne is very picky.. he is fussy on allignment in the hips - like.. keeping your hips square ... that sorta stuff.
John was definitely a teacher at SCECGS (C not G :P) he taught classical ballet. Very fussy on alignment like was mentioned above, and all other technical aspects. I don't know susan, but perhaps they've paired up one technical focus examiner and one more of the artistic nature? Haha I have no idea.
SEE? really scary examiner.Although i have not failed bellet examxs before,but this is a major exam. Teachers say,many good dancers too have the chance to fail major exams, even though they will get distinction in grade exams. =/
Crap...damn nervous...how to study? OMG....pray to god...amitofo...but can i actually console myself that it is ok to fail my first major exam due to lack of experience? Such a stupid idea.Anyway, Good Luck to Yee Ying and Shi Yin who will go in on Monday. Hope you all get a distinction back!
Okay,just a short intro about my great examiner.According to my teacher,he was the artistic director of RAD Royal Academy of Dance) and he is a guy.LOL...that's not a big problem. But he is definitely very famous and is quite fussy about expression and musicality.
Found this in the net:
I have heard differing rumours about Jon Byrne...the most recent of which was that he was chastised by the RAD for marking too hard and failing 80% of one exam season in Brisbane...I tend to agree with the rumour as my brother who is fantastic did his Adv 1 under him and only got 59%. (and he's a boy!!!!!!!)
Sorry to say but you might have a hard time with John Byrne...nothing on the grapevine ab
I had also heard that John Byrne was a really hard marker. However a couple of years ago some girls from my studio had him for an examiner (I did my exam in a different session so didn't have him) and got really good marks. And these weren't phenominal dancers- they were good but not amazingly so.
john byrne is very picky.. he is fussy on allignment in the hips - like.. keeping your hips square ... that sorta stuff.
John was definitely a teacher at SCECGS (C not G :P) he taught classical ballet. Very fussy on alignment like was mentioned above, and all other technical aspects. I don't know susan, but perhaps they've paired up one technical focus examiner and one more of the artistic nature? Haha I have no idea.
SEE? really scary examiner.Although i have not failed bellet examxs before,but this is a major exam. Teachers say,many good dancers too have the chance to fail major exams, even though they will get distinction in grade exams. =/
Crap...damn nervous...how to study? OMG....pray to god...amitofo...but can i actually console myself that it is ok to fail my first major exam due to lack of experience? Such a stupid idea.Anyway, Good Luck to Yee Ying and Shi Yin who will go in on Monday. Hope you all get a distinction back!
Conclusion: I am having a nightmare tonight.
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
Birthday Boys!
Just in case i'm too busy to update my blog for the next few days,i would like to wish:
Happy 16th Birthday
JIA JUN!
Anyway,your lameness is quite special (at least you are lamer than everyone i have met) and hope that you will keep it up?
**Sorry for not being able to celebrate your birthday with all our dearest friends...MK and Jim were so 'frustrated' over my absence...>.<
Happy belated birthday to the only one KOPI-O in my list of friends =)
Hope that you will excel in your studies and stop complaing that you do not have a girlfriend!
Happy 16th Birthday
JIA JUN!
Anyway,your lameness is quite special (at least you are lamer than everyone i have met) and hope that you will keep it up?
**Sorry for not being able to celebrate your birthday with all our dearest friends...MK and Jim were so 'frustrated' over my absence...>.<
Happy belated birthday to the only one KOPI-O in my list of friends =)
Hope that you will excel in your studies and stop complaing that you do not have a girlfriend!
Monday, September 7, 2009
Cheers!
Really happy for the early celebration. Thank you Al for being the organizer(i think so), Zhi San for fetching me there and the junks, Ning for singing the nice bday song,Esther for taking revenge on me =/ ,Nat for 'renting' your house to us...
Ok...it was quite early,since tomorrow is Esther's bday,but it was small,nice and warm.OH...the cake was quite nice =) .Actually,feel sorry for being too observant,because it was supposed to be a suprise party,but i knew it quite long ago. So...Zhi San,you are not a good actress ,honestly -.-
Anyway, the K part was nice! Sorry again for holding the microphone for too long,but in fact only me ,Esther and Zhi San were singing. Al...i couldn't really hear you voice...
Next,went to 'hell'. B class was horrifying. After all the battements and bar work,teacher still requested us to perform dance for 3 times!!! OMG,felt like fainting after that. Can you imagine yourself exercising for 3 hours non-stop and the very great teacher is still fussy about the expression thingii? Getting a distinction in b.exam is definitely 10 times harder than scoring straight A's in exams. HUH! Anyway,let's see what will happen next week =/
Now,everything is almost over. Nothing to anticipate for except for some dreadful exams.
GAMBATHE!
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