好想去看周杰伦的演唱会!! 他出道差不多都有十年的光景了,但从没机会亲自到现场目睹本人...或许也能说,我没钱啦..
现在已经是6月份了,再过5 个月中五生们,你们可要毕业了! 从此离开中学生涯,永远不再回头. 说实在,当我在写这几个方块字时会不禁怀疑自己头脑是否操作正常. 照常理,只有风烛残年或悲凉凄苦的年迈老人才会时不时唉声叹气,对前方的路作出无止限的联想. 可是,中学生涯一生只有一次,这事实是不可否认的. 犹记得小六毕业时,总爱把朋友的相关资料记录在一本精美的纪念册里,好让以后能保持联系,继续成为好朋友. 然,大多数朋友在各自飞翔后都毫无讯息,以前经常通电话的朋友都音讯全无了.偶然想起时总不禁感慨一番.
在过几个月又得面临这离别的时分. 有点不舍,但却无可奈何.以前曾说的永远,或许到了几十年后还算数; 或许在说声再见的那一秒起早消失得烟消云散.曾听过一句话:"聚散离合,这就是人生." 中学时的忙碌, 几乎将小学一切的美好都掩盖了. 或许不是百分之百,但有些朋友哪怕一辈子都见不到了. 从中学毕业后, 各自的天空将比以前更广阔,更自由,边外面五花八门的社会很容易让人不小心就将珍藏的回忆磨灭.朋友再多,以后再见面时或许会像陌生人一般擦肩而过,但只要有知己,哪怕一位而已,就已经足够.
有一位了解你,会诚心雪中送炭的知己,不就比肤浅虚伪的友谊还来得真实吗?
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
Sunday, June 6, 2010
遗憾
那天晚上,对不起,我来不及救你们.在欢乐过后酣睡的我,就这样迷迷糊糊地让你们从我怀抱中消失得无影无踪. 当天早上看着你们的残骸,我并没有哭. 不知道为什么,欲哭无泪.盯着满地血淋淋的画面,脑袋顿时无法操作正常. 我后悔,没将你们保护好.我后悔,没遵守要守护你们的诺言.我后悔,没将你们与我共度的时光拍成照片,化作永恒. 我后悔,没告诉你们我多么需要你们.我后悔, 没常常在雨天抱着你们,给你们温暖.我后悔,在你们生病时,没给予关怀. 但,后悔还有用吗?
去年,四位亲人悄悄地离我而去.今年,一位从小常给我汽球的叔叔走了. 另一位同学也突然离世了. 我还没告诉你, 你八年前给我的礼物,那虽是再也平凡不过的笔记本,但我至今还留着,偶尔也会拿出来擦擦灰尘. 我还没告诉你, 我喜欢你当我的长辈. 我还没告诉你,我们没有合照. 但一切能从来吗?
近年,总觉得生命特别珍贵. 前一秒,你看到他好好地,开心地地大笑; 下一秒,你可能从此再也看不见他的踪影.为什么生命总是那么脆弱? 有时,真感到无能为力. 所以,唯一能做的就是珍惜 =)
去年,四位亲人悄悄地离我而去.今年,一位从小常给我汽球的叔叔走了. 另一位同学也突然离世了. 我还没告诉你, 你八年前给我的礼物,那虽是再也平凡不过的笔记本,但我至今还留着,偶尔也会拿出来擦擦灰尘. 我还没告诉你, 我喜欢你当我的长辈. 我还没告诉你,我们没有合照. 但一切能从来吗?
近年,总觉得生命特别珍贵. 前一秒,你看到他好好地,开心地地大笑; 下一秒,你可能从此再也看不见他的踪影.为什么生命总是那么脆弱? 有时,真感到无能为力. 所以,唯一能做的就是珍惜 =)
Thursday, June 3, 2010
Oh Finally~~~
YES!! Finished exam. Three weeks of drought has ended. People who are taking accounts,ganbatte lo! This week was indeed torturing. Had mock exam on Sun. Come on, Chemistry was on Mon. Anyway, luckily passed with my legs and feet and toes aching for the whole week. Have tried hard enough not to let my big toes suffer,but it still bleed. Haiz,can't even walk properly after exam!! Should have sat on the wheel chair to school this week. XD
To my dearest cousin sister, congratulations!!!! Finally you married someone you love so much. Haha. Let's see. I remembered 5 years ago you telling me that you won't want to marry anyone,now see the outcome. Anyway,bet you loved the wedding dinner,most romantic wedding dinner i have ever seen. Wish you happiness forever!!! To Mr.Bong too, wish you forever happiness with your life partner!
Now, holiday starts. I'm thinking what to do....
To my dearest cousin sister, congratulations!!!! Finally you married someone you love so much. Haha. Let's see. I remembered 5 years ago you telling me that you won't want to marry anyone,now see the outcome. Anyway,bet you loved the wedding dinner,most romantic wedding dinner i have ever seen. Wish you happiness forever!!! To Mr.Bong too, wish you forever happiness with your life partner!
Now, holiday starts. I'm thinking what to do....
Saturday, April 17, 2010
劳累一天后看日落的感触
终于松了一口气啊….这三个星期以来的确让我神经紧张. 为什么呢?第一次当主席,第一次自己须为整个文学营负起责任.文学营终于结束了! 我等这一天也算是等了蛮久,因为我不想半夜十二点在睡觉前都会想着文学营还有哪些地方不足! 在这里真的要非常感激所有委员，尤其是为文学营尽心尽力的 MR.BONG，伟恺，子毅，律良，尹蔚，芷珊等等．．．今天的文学营，算是顺利吧！
食物其实挺好吃的，只是我没什么时间品尝．节目．．．大家应该还满意吧！说真的，当我听到营员一起唱歌，一起为某某节目喝彩时，心里会有莫大的满足感．还有人事后赞我歌唱得好听呢！哈哈，很开心喔．．．现在呢，脚好累哦！ 有人问我，做主席爽吗？对我来说，有好有坏．坏的是呢你必须管理好一个活动的每一个细节，从开幕到闭幕在脑海里需要非常周详的计划．好的呢，你能看清楚一个人的面目．怎么说呢？患难见真情吧！在我急得不知道自己要做什么时，在我担心怎样在文学营与学业上取得平衡时，在我感觉无助，想要放弃时，那一些伸出手来搀扶我的朋友们，给予我鼓励的朋友们，我铭记于心．至于那些袖手旁观的＂朋友＂，我无言以对．毕竟，我没什么资格要求你协助我．你们的付出，我不会当作理所当然，因为在经历种种事件后，我知道这一切一切还须从＂心＂出发．若没心，说什么也只是徒然．
明年的文学营你们看着办吧！
食物其实挺好吃的，只是我没什么时间品尝．节目．．．大家应该还满意吧！说真的，当我听到营员一起唱歌，一起为某某节目喝彩时，心里会有莫大的满足感．还有人事后赞我歌唱得好听呢！哈哈，很开心喔．．．现在呢，脚好累哦！ 有人问我，做主席爽吗？对我来说，有好有坏．坏的是呢你必须管理好一个活动的每一个细节，从开幕到闭幕在脑海里需要非常周详的计划．好的呢，你能看清楚一个人的面目．怎么说呢？患难见真情吧！在我急得不知道自己要做什么时，在我担心怎样在文学营与学业上取得平衡时，在我感觉无助，想要放弃时，那一些伸出手来搀扶我的朋友们，给予我鼓励的朋友们，我铭记于心．至于那些袖手旁观的＂朋友＂，我无言以对．毕竟，我没什么资格要求你协助我．你们的付出，我不会当作理所当然，因为在经历种种事件后，我知道这一切一切还须从＂心＂出发．若没心，说什么也只是徒然．
明年的文学营你们看着办吧！
Friday, March 26, 2010
Lifeless
Haiz...2010. I don't really like this year when it comes to studies. Guess what? After holiday,tugasan harian comes. 4 karangans ar...mati tongkel. Missed 2 outings with friends edi,sooo not fun. Hope to squeeze out some time to shop and watch a movie. How about karaoke again? Haha,no no,too expensive o >.<
To my beloved grandfathers ,hope you all rest in peace. When i was young,i 'm always happy to go back to hometown because you all and grandmas will give me a big hug that made me feel so warm and safe. Now, don't really have the anticipation to go back. The adults are either quarelling about this and that, or they will start asking about my studies and this is really noisy. Haiz. You all have your own reasons,i don't have any right to stop you all. Just,i'm trying to find some more peace in that kampung area. This year passes so fast, i don't really remember any significant stuff that i have done in the past few months.
Feel abit lifeless for the past few days. I realised that i have been more emo this year. Is it real?Maybe, but sometimes i have no reason to become like that. That night, i was thinking of the definition of friendship. Maybe it looks that we have lots of friends but actually most friends won't come along when we really need help. What to do? We only share smiles but not tears. It is really obvious when it comes to getting our results. Trying to find someone that can talk to but always ended up talking to myself in this small bloggie area. Anyway, life is like that.
To my cousin brother that have already proposed successfully to his girlfriend, i want a nice seat during you wedding dinner!! How about in the middle? Haha. Congratulations that you have found your true love in your life. Hope that both of you can lead a happy and loving life. =)
To my beloved grandfathers ,hope you all rest in peace. When i was young,i 'm always happy to go back to hometown because you all and grandmas will give me a big hug that made me feel so warm and safe. Now, don't really have the anticipation to go back. The adults are either quarelling about this and that, or they will start asking about my studies and this is really noisy. Haiz. You all have your own reasons,i don't have any right to stop you all. Just,i'm trying to find some more peace in that kampung area. This year passes so fast, i don't really remember any significant stuff that i have done in the past few months.
Feel abit lifeless for the past few days. I realised that i have been more emo this year. Is it real?Maybe, but sometimes i have no reason to become like that. That night, i was thinking of the definition of friendship. Maybe it looks that we have lots of friends but actually most friends won't come along when we really need help. What to do? We only share smiles but not tears. It is really obvious when it comes to getting our results. Trying to find someone that can talk to but always ended up talking to myself in this small bloggie area. Anyway, life is like that.
To my cousin brother that have already proposed successfully to his girlfriend, i want a nice seat during you wedding dinner!! How about in the middle? Haha. Congratulations that you have found your true love in your life. Hope that both of you can lead a happy and loving life. =)
Sunday, February 14, 2010
I thought it is Chinese New Year
Finally have some time to update my blog after the first post in 2010. Sorry ya...this year is really quite busy,so less updates =(
Guess what? Exam is one week after Chinese New Year. This is such a great arrangement. When i'm receiving angpaos,i'm thinking about the sejarah that i have not finished studied. Maybe it sounds a little bit too stress here,but that's the fact. Anyway, no fireworks at all this year. Hope to walk along the beach during sunset and watch fireworks at night. Haiz...this dream is so far away. Wait for this year's countdown to 2011 and i can watch the nice fireworks through tv.
Valentine's just overlap with Chinese New Year this year and my cousins were like complaning that they just missed to celebrate this important day with their partners. Hey people! Get married la. So that i can get more angpaos! haha =)
To my brother : If you like that girl,then go ahead lo...i support you!!
Ok,back to the serious topic. SPM this year. I hope my relatives don't mention about SPM this year...but that is totally impossible. Everyone just said that. Haiz. Ganbatte lo..
Another major exam for my ballet this year. Got merit for Interfound. So sad. Sometimes,it is just so hard to grab the few marks from the examiner. If i fail this grade,tata. Have to retake my exam. Pandai pandai jaga diri lo =( However,maybe we are having concert this year. Hmm..around Jun or July. So,more practices and i will be very busy again.
Erm. To the 8 year guy (i think this is the best way to address you), really sorry that i hurt you but i just have to follow my feelings. i'm not as perfect as you thought i am and i'm sure you can find a better and a more suitable girl than me. Be happy.
2010. More smile outside but less smile inside. Trying to keep myself cheered up but sometimes it is just so frustating. Learning to smile under stress. haha. Everyone, ganbatte!
Guess what? Exam is one week after Chinese New Year. This is such a great arrangement. When i'm receiving angpaos,i'm thinking about the sejarah that i have not finished studied. Maybe it sounds a little bit too stress here,but that's the fact. Anyway, no fireworks at all this year. Hope to walk along the beach during sunset and watch fireworks at night. Haiz...this dream is so far away. Wait for this year's countdown to 2011 and i can watch the nice fireworks through tv.
Valentine's just overlap with Chinese New Year this year and my cousins were like complaning that they just missed to celebrate this important day with their partners. Hey people! Get married la. So that i can get more angpaos! haha =)
To my brother : If you like that girl,then go ahead lo...i support you!!
Ok,back to the serious topic. SPM this year. I hope my relatives don't mention about SPM this year...but that is totally impossible. Everyone just said that. Haiz. Ganbatte lo..
Another major exam for my ballet this year. Got merit for Interfound. So sad. Sometimes,it is just so hard to grab the few marks from the examiner. If i fail this grade,tata. Have to retake my exam. Pandai pandai jaga diri lo =( However,maybe we are having concert this year. Hmm..around Jun or July. So,more practices and i will be very busy again.
Erm. To the 8 year guy (i think this is the best way to address you), really sorry that i hurt you but i just have to follow my feelings. i'm not as perfect as you thought i am and i'm sure you can find a better and a more suitable girl than me. Be happy.
2010. More smile outside but less smile inside. Trying to keep myself cheered up but sometimes it is just so frustating. Learning to smile under stress. haha. Everyone, ganbatte!
Friday, January 1, 2010
有感，2010年初
又过了一年。原本过年是一件很令人兴奋的事，但可惜今年是2010年。昨夜期盼已久的台北倒数活动也已成为过眼云烟了，但舞台上的表演与台北101所绽放出来的烟花还是非常迷人！坦白地说，昨夜的那场倒数活动最大的卖点不是烟花就是S.H.E,五月天和王力宏而已。 帅！王力宏除了样貌俊俏以外，歌声与乐器演奏的天赋真的让人非常羡慕啊~~ 没辙，谁叫他就是王力宏呢？
2010年，非常不爽。当然，阻止我享受完美的高中生活就是考试！！ 又要考大考了，我的天啊！ 排山倒海般多的功课与压力已经慢慢堆积了。。。又需要过着玩得太疯就会让心里不安的日子。有时候我会想，为什么我要成为书本的奴隶呢？
管它的，反正人总不能每天嘻嘻哈哈的，兵来将挡，水来土淹！要面对的始终要面对，只好冲着它去！ 2010年，加油加油加油！
2010年，非常不爽。当然，阻止我享受完美的高中生活就是考试！！ 又要考大考了，我的天啊！ 排山倒海般多的功课与压力已经慢慢堆积了。。。又需要过着玩得太疯就会让心里不安的日子。有时候我会想，为什么我要成为书本的奴隶呢？
管它的，反正人总不能每天嘻嘻哈哈的，兵来将挡，水来土淹！要面对的始终要面对，只好冲着它去！ 2010年，加油加油加油！
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