真实的述说

不是我爱打华文字，只是内心的感觉比较舒服用华文述说罢了。拿过第一名，也拿过最后一名，现在我该学习的，应该是拿得起放得下。坦白说，那些从小学开始就跟我同班的朋友一定知道以前我的成绩是烂透顶了。虽不至于要妈妈气得把我踢出家门口，但任何人看我的成绩册时，一定看着我直摇头，暗地里说我是一个没希望、没前途的孩子。那时的我可管他啦，看我的戏完我的电脑游戏布之多爽快！

然而，六年级那年因某些事情，我开始用功读书，成绩好得连父母都认为我吃错药。终于在UPSR里获得全科A的时候，亲戚朋友更以为我有神经病，简直大跌眼镜。这几年来，不用说，我的成绩可说是名列前茅，谁也不曾对我的学业感到操心。说到这里，现在若任何人在学校里提起我的名字时，第一个印象一定是爱看书且成绩一流的书虫。对于这个评价，我并没有什么可以反驳，毕竟这四年来我的确非常认真看待我在学术方面的表现。然而，有一件事仍是没有任何一个人能看穿的，那就是我并不爱读书。我承认我非常努力读书，但说实话我不曾爱学校里的课本。

那么一定又有人会问说：“那么你为什么每天爱拿着书本读书？” 我读书，终极目的不是要装聪明，更不是要抢什么班上第一名，而是要得到肯定。以前别人曾因成绩超烂而不断责骂我，认为我是一个废材，生出来只会乱花父母的钱，而我现在仍记得他们狗眼看人低的眼神。那对我来说，是多么大的一个耻辱和创伤。。。终于，我做到了，算是“赢”了，但没走过这条路的人肯定不知道一个人要成功，付出的代价真的很大。拿到第一名，固然开心，但有时候我会问自己：“这真的是你想要的吗？”

我的学习过程并没有像我其他聪明的同学一样那么悲惨。就为了争那么一口气，他们宁愿牺牲了自己爱看的偶像剧，拒绝所有的约会，也要自己躲在房间里读死书。我说这是何苦呢？读书固然重要，但生活不是更重要吗？你说我只要用功读书十年，以后日子便可过得较轻松。我说你放屁。人生有多少个十年？你能够保证今天你在房间里闷个十小时，放弃你与家人谈天的时刻，而明天你不会遭遇车祸当场身亡？你觉得对你朋友与家人谈天是浪费你读书时间的事，那么对一个非生物“谈天”十个小时就不是白痴才会做的事情吗？你终于无言以对。别走火入魔了，为了那一点点的荣耀而把自己封锁，搞得以后连朋友懒得理你敷衍了事的对话，那值得吗？？

在这里所说的每一句话，你可能会怀疑它的真实性，毕竟“马丽盈爱读书”的想法早已传遍千里。你不必相信，这只是我对知音人的述说罢了，但有件事你需要明了：读书不是生命的全部。失败了，再爬起来；成功的，永远记得你流过的汗水与努力。然而，千万不要将得失当成决定你生命的指南针，因为常常计较输赢，一心只想要赢过别人的人，到头来一定无法突破自己，结果输得更惨。这次的考试，我定当尽力抢分，但我决不让它影响我的心情。那一个比我拇指还小的数字，你还没有能力改变我的全部。

Holiday fun!

Heyy! I'm back from Cameron Highlands! Went there using the old route,it was very curvy but interesting because i am not the driver! Anyway,check in the apartment first before waiting for the others to come...On the way to Cameron,we went to Cameron Valley! It was actually some tea BHARAT plantations and the scenery was very nice!











Later,we went to the BIG RED STRAWBERRY FARM...the whole area is super big and really fantastic...they plant various kinds of vegetables,tomatoes,flowers,cactus and strawberry...oooo! i ate FRIED STRAWBERRY ICE CREAM there! Its milk shake is very nice too!



















It rained that night and it was really really really cold....ate steamboat =)
Tom Yam +Egg=perfect! Slept at 1.30am....the next day...they came! My grandmother is sooo pro,she didn't even wear any sweater for the whole day and all the youngsters were actually shivering...ZZZ...maybe she has less cold receptors =)

Went to the Cactus Point,BOH tea factory and more....OO!! i need to tell you that everything in Cameron is mainly all about straberries! Went to pasar malam three times and all i saw were sweet fresh strawberries, strawberry umbrella,soap,jam,slippers,clock,souvenirs,headrest...and even TOILET PAPER!! OMG....strawberry is actually too cheap in Cameron...keep buying and eating non-stop =)

Anyway,lazy to write too much about Cameron because my mind was actually disturbed by the cold weather there...After coming back from Cameron in the afternoon,i went to Ning's bbq party at night! My mum said that i was crazy for i am not tired at all! Zi Yi brought his guitar and Wei Khai was dancing and jumping the whole night! Ate lots of food there and had lots of fun! Thanks Ning!

I'm back!

HURRAYYY!!!!!! finally exam is over...have been waiting for this day for a very long time. I didn't really can concentrate for the last Physics paper 1, and i was thinking of what to do during the hols! Honestly,i din't try my best for this exam,even though it is the FINAL exam...just too lazy to study sometimes =)

Sorry for not updating my blog for quite a long time...almost a month because need to study for this stupid exam...by the way,i am so happy now!!! Just now in school everyone thought that i am crazy because i kept talking and shouting non-stop. Haiz...really pressured for the past 10 days,couldn't really smile happily >.< anyway,everything is over now! My dear bear is an old woman now!! she is going to blow off 60 candles tonight!!

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY to

ALLIYZA ESTHER LIM QIN SHI

hope that you will have a fat face forever

and

be yourself!

PS: i will go for an outing with my family for a few days,if you have anything important to discuss with me,please call my phone!