Haiz...2010. I don't really like this year when it comes to studies. Guess what? After holiday,tugasan harian comes. 4 karangans ar...mati tongkel. Missed 2 outings with friends edi,sooo not fun. Hope to squeeze out some time to shop and watch a movie. How about karaoke again? Haha,no no,too expensive o >.<
To my beloved grandfathers ,hope you all rest in peace. When i was young,i 'm always happy to go back to hometown because you all and grandmas will give me a big hug that made me feel so warm and safe. Now, don't really have the anticipation to go back. The adults are either quarelling about this and that, or they will start asking about my studies and this is really noisy. Haiz. You all have your own reasons,i don't have any right to stop you all. Just,i'm trying to find some more peace in that kampung area. This year passes so fast, i don't really remember any significant stuff that i have done in the past few months.
Feel abit lifeless for the past few days. I realised that i have been more emo this year. Is it real?Maybe, but sometimes i have no reason to become like that. That night, i was thinking of the definition of friendship. Maybe it looks that we have lots of friends but actually most friends won't come along when we really need help. What to do? We only share smiles but not tears. It is really obvious when it comes to getting our results. Trying to find someone that can talk to but always ended up talking to myself in this small bloggie area. Anyway, life is like that.
To my cousin brother that have already proposed successfully to his girlfriend, i want a nice seat during you wedding dinner!! How about in the middle? Haha. Congratulations that you have found your true love in your life. Hope that both of you can lead a happy and loving life. =)