Travelling :)

Hello blog. I am sorry for neglecting you for such long period of time. It is my bad. I was just a little bit too busy. Never-ending continuous assessments, annoying winter trip planning and more....sometimes i was just a little too worn out to write something, even though i have loads of thoughts in mind.

Well, thanks to UCC's semesterisation policy i have so many exams in just these 3 months. In another words, you just have to keep revising, studying and be prepared for the test. I am having 9 modules this year. Ohh...someone saves me please XD When i was having summer holiday, i wish i could go back to ireland to at least do something ( i literally did nothing at home). NOW I FEEL LIKE I WANT TO ESCAPE FROM IRELAND. OR MAYBE EUROPE. Hehe...but...my winter trip still revolves around Europe..LOL

Other people might be confused or thinking that i am stupid enough to use the holidays touring around instead of going back Malaysia to enjoy all the food, sunshine and warmth. To be honest, i just do not really like to be tied down to the same thing again. The same routine, the same thinking, the same experience and the same life. Yes, going back Malaysia will definitely ensure you a comfortable holiday, with all your favourite food on the table, being able to drive a car around and hanging out with friends...and being able to wear shorts!!!!! I really love that feeling. However, staying in the same comfortable zone is not what i want. Yes i have not explored Malaysia completely, but knowing that after i graduated a lot of things is going to change....including the routes, highways, restaurants, culture...I should learn more after i graduate from Ireland and work in Malaysia. For the time being, since i am already in Ireland, i should just explore the other side of the world.

Before i leave Malaysia last year, i have not much idea of where is UK on the world map. Yes i am that stupid...or..to be accurate, i just couldn't be bothered. Studying in Ireland makes me learn a lot of new things, making me aware that i need to grow, i need to learn more and i need to be mentally strong in order to survive and fend for myself in the future. Being dependent is never an option because at the end, you just have to depend on yourself most of the time. I learn to plan a trip, the links to book reasonably-priced hostels, to be more organised and adventurous. Of course planning a trip is not easy, but i would like to see different things in this world. I do not want to limit the chance of me learning something. We are young, and that's why this is the best period to learn. Knowing that other friends could not go overseas due to financial problems, I really appreciate my opportunity to be here.

A lot of people might know something about many countries, but being there and seeing those buildings or culture yourself is another different story. I was treated with a wonderful Christmas dinner in Manchester, learn to order food from a menu filled with Czech language, got chased by an old woman in Belgium, learn to walk around the city using just a map, learn how to ask to get discounts and more....These experiences are irreplaceable with endless plates of roti canai or nasi lemak. Even though the journey is slightly tiring, but at least, these experiences spice up my life and i believe, i will smile reminiscing them when i am old in the future.

I heard from many of my friends saying that they will only want to go for holiday after starting to work. Now they just want to go back home, enjoy home and be a kid. There is no right or wrong in this issue, but i personally think that if you want to do something and you are capable of doing it, then do it now. Delaying is a waste of time as who knows what is going to happen in the future. The moment you graduate, you need to start working. Adapting to working life takes some time and you might have to think about a lot more things. You have to give some money to your parents, you need to start buying car and house, you need to think about future and perhaps, you will feel slightly pressured. If you are planning to get married, you will need to work harder to earn more money for a more comfortable future. After getting married, your life will split between work,your own family, your husband, your husband's family and your kids. I can foresee that my life will be so much busier that time, and i am not sure if i have the chance to go for a trip without extra burdens in mind. A relaxing trip....but not a trip where you have to carry and take care of the kids. Trust me, mums going holiday with small children...they literally can enjoy nothing because taking care of the kids takes up so much of their attention. I have seen soooo many of the mums carrying kids' bags...their toys...and they just look like superwoman. Haha...sometimes i wonder...女人一定要经过这个过程吗? 背着大包小包追这孩子满街跑。 看着那一幕，我很庆幸，现在我还年轻。

Thinking about that, I really feel that going on a holiday while you are still a student is the best. You have less worries, more school holidays and more freedom. You have no one to take care of except for yourself and travel mates during the trip. You can go wherever you want, do whatever you want and be happy :)

So, no matter what other people say, i will still be a traveller, at least for the next few years. I want to enjoy my life, to see things i want to see, to go to places that i wanted to go since young and to fulfill my dreams. Being able to see the world with your own eyes is just plain amazing.

CHEERS!

七夕之情

我觉得，在某种程度，爱没有对错，

只有愿意与不愿意。

在这茫茫人海中，能相遇已经不容易，何况相爱。

或许当你正在一一数落这男人的缺点，而忽略你内心的感受，幸福就擦身而过了。

又或许当你将自己当成女王希望另一方一直迁就你时，你就忘了幸福本不该如此复杂。

过去的经验，当作是教训。

爱本来就是又甜又苦，因为须靠两个人的合作才能完成的伟业，你们的未来谁都没法说准，所以爱才让人着迷。

谁能保证一个人不会变？谁能保证你眼前认为的好男人不会对不起你？

爱情就像生活，充满了变数。无论你多么照顾自己的身体，吃得健康睡得好，难道你就会长命百岁吗？

刚看了娱乐新闻，他们正在说着 S.H.E 的 Selina 和她老公的故事。旁人都说他们两个都是比较爱自己的人，意思就是在某种时刻会比较自私，可是为了他们的幸福，他们努力爱惜对方。在这社会中，应该有很多人都是爱自己多一点吧！既然如此，你怎么能奢求另一方爱你多过爱自己呢？

很多人做事情都爱听随别人的意见。然而，再红的人也有喜欢你和讨厌你，更何况一个平反人？很多事情，别人的意见很重要，但有时候还得凭心去做选择。不为别的，只为那幸福是属于你的，不是别人的。

大家要幸福快乐哦！

傻吧！

别太计较吧！

糊里糊涂，有时候是一种福气！

正所谓傻人有傻福！

一生的挚友

她，很好。不是普通的好，而是令人感动的好。是的，我们曾经是室友。那一年，我们遇见了。世事很奇怪，虽然是头一次见面，但却一见如故。我们有很多话聊。。。感觉就像是认识已旧的朋友。我有点难过，在大伙都与许多朋友一齐飞去爱尔兰读书，我与她都是需与不是非常熟识的朋友去到那陌生的国家。虽然都是去同一个国家，但仍然需生活在两个城市。或许正因为这样，我们更能了解彼此的心情吧。在另外一班朋友成群结队地去报名一大堆社团，参加一大堆活动还抱怨我为何在 cork 没他们踊跃。。。设身处地地为别人想想吧！若你像我一样，一起床走出门去上课见到的全部是不认识的人，你还真需要时间自我调整。

谢谢她，在我需要知心朋友说话的时候陪我。她应该不嫌我罗嗦吧！我们就一直谈，谈到有时候我把烦恼都谈忘了。谢谢她，没有忘记我这个朋友。曾经有人说过，有的人做事一直都带着目的，而那目的大多数都偏向利于自己。我就纳闷，你呼吸吃饭读书上厕所参加活动不都是为了提升自己吗? 当然无条件的付出不是没有，只是缺点总爱被放大不是吗？我身边更不缺乏这类朋友。。。有时候当老妈问起其他去爱尔兰读书的朋友没找你吗？我只能说，“放心，他们有事需要帮忙或是要来 Cork 旅行的时候自然会出现。” 所以，感谢你，你是在那么多朋友之中，没忘记我的人。

谢谢你的体谅与包容。在爱尔兰那段时间，我脚受伤了。然而，去各个城市旅行的机票都订好了。怎么办？ 只好硬着头皮去了。说真的，我很怕麻烦别人，更害怕拖累大家的行程。惨了，在 Dublin 的那一晚竟因担心而大哭。哈哈！真的感谢你安慰我，在那三个星期里改变你的步调，陪我慢慢走在人群后面。你知道吗？ 当你察觉我步调开始缓慢而落后，转身找我的那一刹那，我感动得差点没冲上去抱你！

过去在国外读书的那一年，说真的，是我二十年来过得最辛苦的一年。在那陌生的城市听到你熟悉的声音，是很幸福的一件事。至少，还有一件事，是我熟悉的。至少，我知道，我在那个城市，还有以为熟悉且那么真诚的朋友。

或许我不善对你表示感激，但我心中真的非常感谢上苍，让我认识你这个朋友。或许，我们不能在彼此身边支持对方，但希望我们在精神上还是能互相扶持的！

真的非常谢谢你，我真挚的朋友。

选择

生活中的幸福

不是做了最好的选择

而是做出最适合自己的选择

加油吧！我爱的每一个人！ =D

爱

请相信，在这世界，爱仍然存在。

它或许躲在角落，等你需要时出现搭救。

很多人以为爱，早已荡然无存，掩没于名利和私心的海浪。

如果你也感同身受，那就停下脚步吧！

试试保持没有目的性的心情去做任何一件事，你会发现爱无所不在!

一个人的幸福

沉淀    静思    耳清心淡

偷点时间给自己

想

过去的铺陈成就今日的路

别问我是否孤单寂寞

我只问

是否有爱着爱着就永远的    幸运

为你犹豫将来

我不敢轻易说爱情

摸索着幸福的道理

宁缺勿滥是最好的结局

说不定永远很容易

困难的只是谁愿意

全心全意

我，很幸福。一个人的幸福，需要一个人来体会。

我必须承认，一直到昨天，我仍为完全将你放下。

一直到昨天，当你再次证实了你对她的爱，我又不禁流下一滴眼泪。

是的，是时候真正离开。

你之前给我的信，对我来说已毫无意义。

前两个月的挽留，在你昨天的坦诚后变得极其虚伪。

你的善变，我不敢恭维。

继续在你举棋不定的世界里生活吧！我可不愿再当一只苯小猪被你玩弄。

从今天开始，新的冒险在等着我！

再见了！

我不堪回首的过去！

对不起，因为我的任性而曾经受过伤害的每一个人。

我会努力，成为一个更好的人。

我相信。

我喜欢靠在别人怀里时所感受到的温度

那种感觉，很温暖

是一种被呵护的安全感  :)

遇见你，是最美的徒劳无功

手上握着的执著

证明梦想还没消失

而我仍会摒着你的勇气一起坚持！

我很想躺在辽阔的草原，凝望布满天际的繁星，静静地听听自己的心跳。

独自在异乡时，你会发现人性不是本善。
你会了解，你周遭的新朋友变得虚伪。
你会了解，没人理会你今天是否安然无恙或是心事重重。
你会了解，最可靠的人还是自己。
你会了解，这世界没有任何一样东西是免费的。
你会了解，待人处事需要处处小心。
你会了解，很多夜晚你都很想放声大哭。
你会了解，筑一道心墙让自己不受伤，是多么重要。
你会了解，如果你不努力，迟早会被淘汰，而没人会尝试挽留你。
你会了解，一个人生活，有时候，还真的很辛苦。
有时候，想回到小时候，成为那被父母呵护的小孩。

放下

                                     尽管充满希望，也不要对任何一件事情过于执着。
                                          有些东西握得太紧，东西会碎，手会疼。
                                                   放下，比拥有更需要勇气。

真

生命中会有几位过客，带走我们的天真?

情人节

别来无恙，我亲爱的部落格？非常抱歉，要你承载我极其复杂的心情压力，要你默默忍受，让你饱受委屈。只是，这片天地是我能自由驰骋的草原，是最温暖的怀抱，是最宽广的海洋。我不会放弃你，而我也希望你对我的坚持，一如既往。

七彩的玫瑰很绚丽，很耀眼。祝你们情人节快乐! 虽迟了一天，但心意仍在！本人其实对情人节没什么感觉。。。但是我还是很希望能收到花！哈哈！是啊，若你认识我，你会知道，我收过的花全都来自于学校~有点悲哀哈哈~有时男人会说送花浪费钱，因为花始终会凋谢，那么我想说父母养你也都是浪费钱，因为你始终会离开这个世界。那道理不是都一样吗？许多人追求的，或许只是收到花那一瞬间的惊喜与被疼爱的感觉而已。或许。。。能考虑买给自己一束花？ :)