I am weird in the sense that after i have done something, i will tend to look back, and check if what i have done is appropriate to others, and of course to myself. Human beings are selfish. We tend to take care of our own interests at the first place. However, if you think back and see what people have done for you, will you actually start questioning yourself :" Have i done anything for that person who cared for me so much?" Having someone that cares for you is really a bliss, and yet sometimes we tend to neglect or take them for granted. Yes, we might be busy. But don't forget, everyone is busy. Everyone has their own lives to take care of, and yet when you need them, they are there. Why is this so?
I guess the only answer to it is priority :)
People always say that i only write in the blog whenever i am moody. Well, that is absolutely true. Sometimes when you confide too much to other people, they might feel annoyed that you always complain. I guess there's a limit to everyone's tolerance towards negative feelings. Haha. So....the only 'person' that will never run away from me is.....a non-organism! so...yeah. this is the place where i throw all the shitty feelings to! Thank you for bearing with me blog. i will never close down my blog, simply because, you have been there with me whenever i needed you, for the past 6 years. Thank you, my imaginary friend. ;)
