Monday, January 4, 2016

I wish to go home!

Hello! I'm back to Cork, Ireland to start another semester of my 3rd year dental life.

Life is pretty hard here, at least, for me. Thus, i do not really like coming back to ireland.

If you have been reading my previous posts, you will know that i face several difficulties here in Cork. No friends, no family, and a boring life haha. After 3 months of trying to get used to it, i hope i am 100% immune to it, but sometimes, when loneliness struck, my heart still aches.

I always ask myself, how long will i need to lead a life that i am not happy with? The answer is obvious, it is 2.5 years. I always hope that someone could walk through this hardship with me, but unfortunately, i think i might need to face it alone. Maybe, after this 2.5 years, I won't be the same me anymore.

How i wish, i could be at home. Family is always my main support :)